Thursday, December 30, 2004

just got back. AHHHHHH


okay. everythings suaning me like shit today

went to school, tian tian. god save three hope next year

then i had nth to do. so stayed on till the banner was up and na and sarah done.

everyone went home and i was left alone. in school.

found gen and tam. (((:

fooled around till gen had to go. got a ride to yck mrt. headed down to orchard.

bought A TICKET to oceans twelve. 1630

seat B-3. wtf. the seat was like, torn? arghhh

then the adverts came out.. okay, tham's addias.. THEN, PHANTHOM OF THE OPERA TRAILER.


FCUK FCUK FCUK

ARGH. i was so pissed. whats worst, the old,smelly and rotting theater was falling ontop of us. the screen was shitty as well. hiya. i'm NEVER going there, EVER

haha. lightened up abit when the 'don't be a clown, put your foot down..' and its ' go silent, go silent,go silent.. ITS COOL'

haha

oceans twelve was good. though a little too much back and forth kinda thing. hmm, guess the girls went for brad no?

when the movie finished, TOTALLY wanted to go back and DIE

was so guilty that i still have work.

OH FUCK IT. FUCK EVERYTHING




strawberrify me ; 7:56 PM
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

ahem ahem. i have not watched phanthom. and i seriously want to. AHHHH fcuk it

stupid benz. go and die lah 9:


woke up kinda early today cause there was cip at 11. called xin and she said meet earlier cause she has piano at 1830. LEEYI came too ! YAY. hahahs.

HER SKIN IS LIKE PAPER. or slightly worst. ): my poor leeyi

did 3 hrs today. HEH

went for lunch at 1. leeyi went home cause she couldnt take the shit from 'the hell hole' WAHHAHS

OH YES, not forgetting. when it was 5 mins to 1, me , nat and aiwei was at the third level. GUESS WHAT. suddenly from behind, the fierce malay bitch was talking to a GUY wearing a star wars tshirt and gross shorts and OUTFOX slippers. WAHAHAHHAHAHS

guess who.

ROY WON.


knew it. i bet he couldnt leave the library without seeing me. he totally wants my number lah. so obvious. -FLINGS HAIR

had YOSHI YOSHI for lunch. (:

then we went up fer neos. HAHA. dontknow where na went, but me,xin,nat and aiwei went into the machine which had the chair, and sat there. then i saw legs outside waiting to get into the machine we were in. (haha)

so me and nat started shouting.. 'OKAY, FIFTH coin going in..' 'LAST ONE..' 'SAN-NI-ICHI !!! KAA-CHIT ! '

WAHHAHAS.

then we slowly crep outta the machine. HEH

took neos. turn out OKAY lah

then went back to toapayoh. they headed to the library and i went to search for a salon

found one beside ROTI BOY ! haha.

got my hair done black. (: i totally suit dark colours. ): only eddy can carry off those AH BENG colours. :DDD


bought roti boy to try out. WAHLAO. its like, DAMN fcuking nice?! haha. though you'll get sick of it one lah

brought one hot one for them at the library but they couldnt eat lah. haha. we tried looking for a place without the cameras. but too obvious HEH

so i took a bus back. THANKS NAT ! (:

turned the sign on my door and fell asleep

woke up to mum and bro screaming. haha

had dinner at wah hoe. (: WHEE

home.


msgs----------------------->

passerby : yeah, you need a password. but i have no idea what it is right now. haha erm, theres no piccas in that album btw. only the freakkks that is 9:

valen : you call this sincere? go and die lah. GET ME MY VICTORIA SECRET BRA SET FIRST. then i'll RE-consider. 9: heh heh HEH


i want my lighter ! lim better bring it tmr. and i want to watch PHANTHOM ! BENZ !


strawberrify me ; 11:30 PM
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Monday, December 27, 2004

HAHA. supper at casurina was funny. the place is totally OILY too. and this lady fell.. O_o

angie came up to my place cause BAD BAD me fell ASLEEP ! oh man. i felt so bad. haha

then we walked all the way to the prata place. nic came and so did hoon and jia lun. bong couldnt find her way though ):

had weird pratas and laughed. haha they took pics as though they've never seen prata in their life. oh wells, DEPRIVED wot. :DDD

after prata, walked down old upper thomson. they were all friggin scared? hahas. (: it was a little dark i guess


went home

hope our dear benz will keep to his word and watch phanthom tmr. HAHA

guess i'll need to bring shuwei's present too. (: heh


msgs----------------->

everyone who wished me merry christmas : MERRY CHRISTMAS ! haha, a lil late fer that.

chirps : i want my ICED TEA ! (:

germaine : HAHA ! (: glad that youre backkk

MANDA : KING KOWWWW ! (: i want my american pies ! WHEE find a day, i'll go over alrights :D then it'll be like the old times we had (boy, i sound old)

GWEN : haha ! I LOVE GWEN TOO !

HANDSOME : haha ! huany is in JB now gaying with other guys cheating on jerald. (: can't wait fer you to get back ! hahas. five days more

valen : YOU BETTER KEEP READING ! AND TAG MORE OFTEN like you used to ! (:

manpin : HEY !! when can i go over to your place to sleep? i can't wait already lah

TOAD : (haha) funny blog names. O_o RRRIBBIT.

WHO THE FUCK IS THAT. don't press if you have nothing to say

HIPPO DEAR : (: you're currently obsessed with mahjong and i really want to go over to your place to play mahjong and watch american pie ! (: haha i love you darling




strawberrify me ; 11:58 PM
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AHHHHHH. just got back.

went over to na's place at 9 plus. after she played joey's yian har, we left the house for toa payoh.

this is when it TOTALLY ROCKS.

returned the books na borrowed the week before then wanted to head in to report. saw people inside but the glass doors just wouldnt open. O_O

then i saw the sign outside the library... MON : 11am- ??? hahahs. when i saw that, na was still trying to pry open the glass doors. haha

so we headed to macs to wait till xin and nat came. then came in a msg from purple. the two of them werent coming for cip anymore. HAHA (freakkks wot)

so na and i headed to cine to catch a show. (:

watched national treasure at 11:55

IT IS A TOTAL GUY SHOW. eeeyer. was so predictable can. na and i were the directors sitting at the special seats laughing our heads off (:

i think the only thing we enjoyed was the adverts. WAHAHHAS.

Don't be a CLOWN, put your foot down..


WAHHAHAHS

Silent..slient...silent.. IS COOL.


WAHHAHAHS

okay. then we headed over to fareast cause na was late already.

left our bags at ALOHA and took neos. turned out GREAT i must say. (:

then na had to go learn stuff. so i waited at the waiting room.

the TOAD finally came. HAHA

went to my favourite milo stall to get my usual. (: but twas super disturbing lah. this bung and girl were sitting at the place then they were pointing at me. /: i guess the girl was asking the bung if she was my friend. -.- ROCKS

headed back to ALOHA after i got my drink. (: called up lim to ask if she could meet up so i can get my LIGHTER ! haha

tham finished and he found out he has to take out both his back teeth the next time he comes for appointment? hahas

poor toad looked like he was in pain \:

walked till plaza sg then went home.

met my sexy buns in the bus ! hahas. i think its FATE that we ALWAYS end up in the SAME bus you know. AHHH, my honey spongecakeeee ! (haha)

going for supper with angie, hoon,bong,jialun and nic later on. apparently the steamboat was cancelled and the 5 of them wanted to meet up so they said prata house. (:

why not, its so near. WHEE

okays. This close to snapping thanks to the toad talking in ah lian language now. haha







strawberrify me ; 6:28 PM
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Sunday, December 26, 2004

OH YAYNESS. my lion still remember my user and pass. HOHOHO

just got back and its 02:18 in the morning. (: hahas

contacts are drying out, so i'm gonna keep this short, if i can

met na, huan and the toad. (gerald?)

watched kungfu hustle. LAUGHED.A.HELL.LOT even though its mega lame. total mix of matrix and spiderman

HAHA


had a blast. then we headed down to cineleisure to buy tickets for tonight. bought four tickets,special seats for the show at 11:15

called lili. she told me that benz couldnt make it tonight. pffffffffft

then we headed to fort canning.(siloso, SENTOSA (haha)) had a hunch that it was going to be like last year's church thing estee brought me to. yeap. same thing.

we sat at the stairs and trashed.

played and head banged with the cool GIFT PACKS. wahhahas


headed to THE BRIDGE at 8plus, 9. went for a drink at starbucks before we reached fullerton. (: YAYNESS

so i guess it'd be a tradition. i'll have to go to THE BRIDGE every year at christmas. :D hope i can stick to it. cause it is really HELL fun

hahas. played with the snow and huan's hair was in a mess. went to fullerton to wash up. dint get to play with the coi's this year cause it was still early and there were so many guards around. O_O HEH

walked to raffles mrt and headed to somerset.

lili called to say that she was gonna go meet benz at orchard to watch kungfu hustle. -.- IDIOT !!! (benz)

PAH

so i called him up. HE WAS IN CINELEISURE. how nice. got to scream at him a bit and gave him a handshake and a merry christmas yell. oh yes, and huan's flashing dildo. (HAHA)

we headed up bought a drink and went in. (:

IT IS A DAMN FOCKING GOOD SHOW. :DDD

just like i guessed, mum was ALREADY waiting at the lao di fang. HAHA

she was waiting since 12 lah. crazy mother. (: drove na back and then we went to huan's house. my suggested that the toad stayover at huan's. hahas. cause she dint know how to get to serangoon. and its way too late to go there either

they got off the car at 02:01 am

went home.

just had bananas and apple juice. (: gonna take off my contacts now. and i shall talk to the ugly toad and HANDSOME huan

NIGHTS


strawberrify me ; 2:58 AM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

MERRY CHRISTMAS STRAWBERRY ! :D

SPREAD THE JAM ? HAHA

>> LION


strawberrify me ; 1:27 AM
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Friday, December 24, 2004

headed to town just now to meet up with mum.

had a mocha villa at tcc. wasnt feeling good then.

walked over to zara,espirit then to marks and spencer. shopped for food. felt terrible. real bad.

was going to blow up any second. i wonder whats wrong with me today. its like This thing clinging on, irritating the shit outta me. \:

gotta find out what it is otherwise i'd be in a bad mood tmr as well. oh, ive gotta go over to val's house soon to collect my christmas present cause she cant go out. ):

need to go over to mel's too. haha ! dint go tuition on thursday what. (: WHEE

oh wells, someone please save me. i'm drowning and suffocating at the same time. depends on where i am lah. HA

okay, SEE. that is called L A M E

o_O
O_o
o_O
O_o

..


strawberrify me ; 8:32 PM
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HAHA

benz is officially SLOW. msged him at ard 12 and he said he was free. so i asked him to head out with me but he dint reply. so i got tired waiting and called the dummy up. he's at wisma buying stuff and he says that he has church later and smth on at indoor stadium?

so we decided to put it off till after christmas.

feeling RAH, went back to look at this boring computer screen once again. then he replies me " today i'm not free.."

O_o

is he slow or is he trying to make me even more pissed or RAH.

oh yes, totally cramped up and pmsing today. shit. i usually dont have the cramps and so this is the second time i'm enjoying the pleasurable experience of CRAMPS. go and die lah

oh yes, i'm mega hungry too. havent had anyth since i woke up. well, i did. but wheat-bix arent filling. \:

ARGH. i want food.

i think i'm gonna yell at the next person who disturbs me.

F* OFFFFFFF ! :DDD


strawberrify me ; 1:30 PM
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got back at 11 just now cause we went to pick mum and have supper at newton.

saw a whole table of japanese boys. WHOO HOO. great dressing man. hair and everything. was trying to look at their shoes but mum hurried me off -.-


was on the line with xinyu the whole way home. passed by celebs AGAIN. two guys in the mini that i want. damn

whats with me and seeing celebs. sheesh


oh wells, i want to go out tmr. and hippo wants to meet me tmr to give me my present ! (: YAYNESS




strawberrify me ; 1:13 AM
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Thursday, December 23, 2004

stayed at home the whole day today.

watched the whole of fushigi yugi. guess i'm still addicted to lousy anime. PLEASE la. i cried at least 5 times for one disk. shit

i still cant believe i missed tan's tuition today. haha

no one woke me up. not even my phone alarm. so how? NOT MY FAULT ! :b

rah. yesterday was filled with celebs. well, at least three of them were.

walked past sly at cineleisure. he MUST be crying at home feeling zi bei no wonder he was wearing a chao AA orange addias jacket and sunglasses sitting in the middle of cineleisure. O_O

oh wells. i need out. but i havent done my hols work. HA HA HA


dont you know, the joke's on me


strawberrify me ; 8:46 PM
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GOSH. my house guard is super siao. he followed me all the way lah. GROSS.

well, its 12:33 and i just got back.

THANK god i dint get fcuked by my mom. sheesh. i already told dad that i go back myself cos he dint want to pick me up. -smacks head

today was fun. or at least 'yesterday' was. headed out with a new style i though would be fun to try out. FAILED. hahas. stupid la. i think i'll cut my hair. or not. RAH.

met jia di at 13:45 at the bus stop. passed her the present. then headed to mrt. hahas. then kermin suddenly hopped onto the same bus i was in. (:

so we went to cineleisure to buy tickets to Blade Trinity. (: its a really good show. and i dint know ryan renolds (?) was acting in it ! hahahs. and kermin is crazy over the girl's bod.

walked everywhere till dinner. had baked rice at Lips. hahas. kermin's bacon and mushroom spagetti wasnt really 50%bacon 50% mushroom. in fact, there was like only countable number of bacon bits here and there. /: cheapo.

then we sutsut go all the way to clark quey lah. hahahs.

walked all the way to the fullerton hotel. and btw, its not at raffles or clark quey. its at CITY HALL.

i'm still amased at fullerton hotel's, GRANDNESS. its so big, clean and beautiful. :D i want to sleep there lah.

RAH. theres like nothing going into my head right now. all i can think of is mr tan talking abt surds later on. RAH

nights world


strawberrify me ; 1:07 AM
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Ahhhhhhhhhh. just opened a can of CHINA APPLE. (:

funny how similar it tastes like sweet beer. :DDD

hmmm, still waiting for sam to answer. o_O so busyy until like that. RAHS.

she says her flight is at 8am. \: and its 12:40 now. hahahs.

jiadi is waiting for dora to send finish the file, and jan is helping me to be not-so-HIGH. (:

-burp

WHOO. it really has the aftertaste of a carona ! (: hahas.

msgs----------------------->

Queen HIPPO : MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLING. (: love!

jiahui MOTHER : bt. gombak got ms chan mah ! my mei nu. hahas. but she cancelled this whole week trng cos she busy. must be spending time with her boyfriend la ! (:

xin : EEEEYER ! yes. the floppy hair too ! god damn harry potter glasses too ! O_O

Nicole : first up, are you asking me for help? (: i really dont understand. according to jan , you are just being bored. but if it is help you need, youre only 10 years old, KID. not that i'm old or anything, but dont take it too far with this 'love of your life'. like you said, youre 10. you've got the rest of your life to find someone else. and let me ask you smth, how old is he? (: well, Nicole, i dont think i know you personally right? hmm, you could ask for help on other blogs, but it wont help. it is always wise to seek help from your parents. dont be afraid of them. though i know it is uncomfortable talking to them, but thats the last resort. PLEASE. youre ONLY 10. go read books. fill your head with KNOWLEDGE. leave these for later to worry about alright? dont do anyth stupid. or anyth you will regret in the future. take care :D

okay. that was WEIRD.

-gulps down China Apple Sodaaaaaaa ~




strawberrify me ; 12:53 AM
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

currently unable to feel my left foot's toes.

theres ice all over the ankle area.

please post the following on your blogs.

ATT : ANYONE OUT THERE, PLEASE BE NICE AN GET SUI AN ANKLE GUARD FOR HER CHRISTMAS PRESENT. SHE NEEDS ONE. BADLY.

thank you for your understanding.

thanks HOON HOON. :DDD


strawberrify me ; 10:15 PM
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feeling a little better now even though i dont have an ankle guard and i'm living off from some lousy bandage. and i think my bandaging skills rock.

oh yes, i forgot to mention that i am TOTALLY in love with ROY WON from toa payoh library. if i'm not wrong, his number is 5052 on the library phone.

he just has such LOVELY eyes. those three layered thick ones and his eyes are like SO sparkling and beautiful. AHHHHH. -melts

not forgetting that he is a feifei look alike. they dont only LOOK alike, they ARE alike. he is just as bian tai and he possesses the same face shape and mannerisms. WAHHAHAHAHS


okays. i need to watch tv. going out with kermin tmr ! and xiong msged ta say that ms chan is busy the whole week ( for I-DONTKNOW-WHAT hinthint : new hairstyle, found BOYFRIEND) so there is no trng. ah, at last. a break. mei nu ~ ~ ! (: hahahahs.





strawberrify me ; 8:54 PM
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my left ankle is giving way,my eyes hurt,i'm super tired and my hands can still feel the dust from those atrocious books.

i want to die.


dint sleep the whole of yesterday night. dontknow what i was distracted by. rolled around till my god damn phone started ringing. ARGH. 06:45. O_o

got a ride from dad to rui's house. haha. it was like 0755 and i was in her house lazying on her couch already. funny part is when rui's dad came out half naked scratching away, the shocked look on his face when he saw me. WAKAKAKAKS.

ate maggie mee then went off to meet na at bishan.

went to tp after that.

got our tags and started staightening the books at the children area. /: i hate the children area ! once you straighten all the books already, those darn kids will mess it all up again. -.- so i was like 'if you dont want the book, leave it alone.' in a super deep voice. WAHHAHAS. guess what the lil boy did, he ran off and shouted 'matt ! AHHHHH ~ !' wahahhahas.

had lunch at jeight mos burger. then we headed up to the lousy service neo print place. damn their service is fucked up. bloody bastard and cheebyes.

went back late.

then we started shelving. time passed. got on the bad side of that fucked up sissy ; pheephee,feifei look alike. that moronic piece of faggot shit.

blah blah blah.

ARGH. i cant continue.

I.AM.TIRED.

good night.


strawberrify me ; 7:48 PM
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Monday, December 20, 2004

contacts drying out in my eyeballs now and i'm using toothpicks to keep my eyes open. O_O

I.AM.TIRED.

watched 4 hours of cleopetra this morning till lunch. bathed, changed and headed to amk station.

amanda and emain were there. and the three of us were tired of waiting for estee and joc. so we went off first.

ROCK lah. i think bt.gombak is such a stone-throw-awayyyy

reached early. nice place though. its quiet,green and the place has spooky toilets.

its like, the first time, me and joc went to the loo cos she needed the toilet as usual. then we came out. the lights were on and stuff. but there was this fan thing la. and there was sun shinning on it, so it casted a shadow on the wall above the basin mirrors. then we were already spooked out by that so we went out.

then when i got back to the spex stand. i felt like going back to the toilet to check my hair. yesyes, VAIN me

so i went to the toilet (alone). and the lights were off and stuff. then i looked at the shadow of the fan. it stopped turning. then when i was fixing my hair, the fcuking thing started rotating. o_O NOT SCARY la. i almost died in the toilet la.

okay. so not going there anymore. alone that is.

had training and then we went for dinner at lot one. not a nice place btw. super crowded.

headed home. gosh. its so LONG !

took 410 with yanfen. then i went to thomson plaza to return cleopatra. ( : dad drove me to mel's house. gave her chun's letter and i finally got my shower.

i'm tired. and theres SIX whole hours of cip to dream of for tmr. thank god na will be there. :D


msgs----------------->

anon : i KNOW you are a girl. you told me before. but i wanna know who are you thats all. its not that great being mysterious and stuff. it gets kinda annoying after sometime. (: hahas. but im totally fine with that. just that only SOMETIMES i get really weird and need to know. dont mind the crazy side of me. keep visiting then. :D and Merry Christmas

POKPOK : hahahs. (: why you so formal one. i miss you ALOT my pokpok ! (: Merry Christmas

VA* : come on more often alrights. and you can always msg me with your friend's phone or smth. (: my lines are always open for you :D

manpin : no problem. i know i rock. so when can i go over? i badly want to go your house. haha !


strawberrify me ; 11:11 PM
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Sunday, December 19, 2004

Just one look boy to mellow it out
just one heart here to save me now
your candy kisses are sweet I know
hold me tight baby, don't let go


drinking HOOCH and i just realise i have training tmr. O_O


gosh. ive been day for the last 24 hours.

slept alot since i got back from chiko's bungalow. played mahjong with michelle lim,dior and chu till 5:30am that day. wakakkaks.

and before we could get any sleep, bingxin barged in to get our orders for breakfast.

i am so going to get a hangover

anyways. stayed in today. tried watching all the dvds i borrowed. not possible.

theres training fer me tmr. first walaa training. or at least, first THROWING training in ages. can finally use the shoes i bought in beijing. (:

i'm tired. night



strawberrify me ; 11:14 PM
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Thursday, December 16, 2004

met gloria at the bus stop this morning on the way to tan's. had tan tuition with nat and mom.

nat gave me my first present ! hahahs. well, at least half of it. the other half was from mel. WHEE

went over for lunch and then we walked over to thomson plaza.

headed home at around 02:30 cos i needed to head down to town to get presents.

got changed and went to fareast. walked.bought hell lot of stuff for MYSELF and the ballet shoes charm bracelet from the super cool shop was SOLD OUT ! ): i was so so so so so SAD. cannot get it for nat anymore. -cries

walked passed ah boy. HAHA. he looks gay.

anyway. went to taka to get more stuff.saw estee and yuan bing. then to cine and back to heeren. hahahs.

met jieqi and the other cell group ppl at cine on the way home. (: talked a bit but i was super shagged so i kept it short.

home.

msgs---------------->

val darling : hahahs. hope you like SUI. (: doesnt look like me though. im not PINK. O_O hahahs. oh well, killing myself is the easiest way to end it all but life isnt easy. so i'll try to not make it that way? okay. im tired nows, and im not making sense. nights dear. hug me to sleep and i hope to see you smiling tonight - - -


strawberrify me ; 9:22 PM
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004

went to find hippo and got lost cos i forgotten which house she lives in. (: haha

smart lah, decided to walk all the way home after that.ROCKS

so i had ANOTHER shower. damn, i feel so clean i think my skin is peeling off. and my hair has been wet too many times today. i can feel my hair uprooting anytime.

O_O


okay, she's naming it SUI.original. (: thats what i like about my hippo. MUHAHAHS.

hands itching for another game of mahjong. -slaps self

i need to do tan's hmwrk. damn it. i hate my class. that bloody girl is so irritating. keep acting all goody goody and getting everything correct. PAH. go and die lah bitch

i cant get up tmr lah. i dont want to see tan. i dont want holiday homework.


msgs------------------------->

anon : hahahs. thanks. but it would be GREAT if you could tell me who you are? hahahs. madness. i want mahjong lah. pffffffft


YES, i am still fucked


strawberrify me ; 8:06 PM
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left school at around 1:30.

call me a fucking petty bitch -- i dont give a fuck.

how could you. we agreed yesterday night. fuck that senior. what kind of friend are you. try fitting your fuck self into my shoes.


Black Books is the only thing i can laugh about right now. i'd better not get drunk otherwise i'll never see my hippo.HAHA

totally obsessed with mahjong these days. my hands are itching for those god damn tiles. I CANT WAIT FER FRIDAY ! (: i'll be in charge of general exercise and we'll be playing mahjong the whole night through ! WHEE. oh no, but theres the syz thing at heeren ! darn. my fellow halaulian -.-'

heard from miss chan that joc and me will still have our own training even though training stopped. SHEESH. haha. so coincidental. roy was just.. ( roy signs in on msn ) OMG. this is super freaky. i just typed his name here and he signs in. O_O okay okay, as i was saying, he said he's going to train at gombak stadium. obviously i dint know there was one there. then today, miss chan said me and joc has to start training there EVERYDAY starting next week when everyone else stops training. \: THANKS

guess i rather train hard for walaa perth yeah? at least i get to see hena and the rest of the aussies. (: and i'd be This much closer to my hippo. WHEE


msgs------------------>

anon : happy to hear from you? where have you been? do update more! though i hope youre not someone i dislike. yes. drink drink drink ! hahahs. bottoms up when it comes to ice wine man. dont have to waste so much cash on the air ticket ! changi sells ice wine. HEH. go get a few bottles and we'll go drinking together. deal ? :D

jia hui MOTHER : if you see this, please note that you are invited to a bbq cum sleepover cum mahjong fest on friday. your daughter michelle is hosting this event. it would be great if you could join us. THANKS for your understanding. Call or msg me for details. (i'll be seeing you tmr right?)

note to self : this is ridiculous. why is this happening to you? and why the fuck are you talking to yourself -- i know you are scared of your friendships and stuff that makes you uneasy but think of the reasons why the human species are treating you this way. there can be many reasons. you need to get the flaws straightened out first, then face the problem. what is it that i cant control? everything. yes. and everyone doesnt understand me. why? because i have to friends. the problem is that i do. but i know they are not literally there,i suppose. but they seem concerned at that moment but the next , they are leaving you as though they were made on this earth with no sense of feeling. tell me, tell me whats wrong. tell me what i am. tell me.

#@)(*&%#&^!#&^)#@(@~($#@*


actions to be carried out to solve the problem :

  1. kill self
  2. try slicing off all the main arteries
  3. jump off a building
  4. ask a friend to plan a murder
  5. rob a bank
  6. inhale huge amounts of second hand smoke from people smoking
  7. get lost in a jungle
  8. eat a goldfish
  9. slam my head into a closing elevator
  10. pierce my (#*%#@(&%!*
  11. driving myself into a wall
  12. take out my liver and cook it in alcohol
  13. smash an ice wine bottle onto my head
  14. kidnapp a small kid and ask for randsom
  15. murder someone
  16. kill self
  17. kill self
  18. kill self
  19. kill self
  20. kill self

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strawberrify me ; 3:34 PM
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

woke up at around 9 and turned on the telly.

wasnt any good programes. so i got really bored and i had the urge to play mahjong.

called up kelly but she dint pick up. so i gave up hope and went back to living the life of a couch potato.

then the phone rang. KELLY ! hahhas. told her i really wanted to play mj. then she told me to bring over my mj set to her hse to play. WHEEE

got changed in a hurry and ran out of the house.

was super hilarious i tell you. first the bus stop incident. haha ! i placed the mj set on the bench, then this malay woman sat beside the mj set. she gave me the OMG-is-that-a-bomb look as i rest my hand on the case. WAHAHHAS

then in the bus everyone tot i siao. especially the bus driver. WAHHAHAS

met up with kelly and after she got smth from the shop, we headed up to her place. (:

started almost immediately after kelly heated up the meat.

so it was kelly, raymond and me. HOHOHO

played a total of 29 rounds in about 5 and a half hours.

:DDD

kelly : 15 sui : 9 raymond : 5

went home carrying the mahjong set. again with the stares -.-'


found out that the handwriting test is really accurate. hahhas. try it at lion's blog today !

okay. i suddenly feel promoter-ish

O_O

on the line with lim nows. shes screaming into my ear as usual. she cant talk properly. jeeze.

okays. training tmr and i really really want to play mahjong.






strawberrify me ; 8:13 PM
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Monday, December 13, 2004

just got out of the shower.

it helped alot. still suffering from the chocolate bottles and champagne truffles. oh yes, and my favourite -- ICE WINE.

its sweet i tell you. its got this lovely full taste when it slowly melts in your mouth and down your throat.

bliss.


had training at 0830 today. time was changed cos primary stopped training. wasnt any netball in school today. then i heard there was a mj session at crystal's.

me,kelly,crystal,yi min and bing xin headed over to crystal's house after training. thank god for the bian tai taxi driver who took the five of us. hahahs.

then we started playing mahjong. today's the first time im playing and i HU six times ! (: WHEE.

and our dear kelly the gambling queen got eight HUs. haha

bing xin : 1 crystal : 4

hahahs. we ordered pizza and had a hell lot of alcohol. jeeze. we were all getting drunk and me and kelly made alot of noise while playing. HOHOHO

then headed off at 5 plus.

took bus with kelly and gave her directions home.

got back and watched black books with suan. HAHHAS. i just love that show.

dint go over to val's house cos i was too drunk to move. ): sorry dear. i'll go over another day. do tell me when though. (:

recieved valen's christmas card ALREADY. see lah, kiasu throwers. -shakes head

oh wells, gonna arrange for another mj session tmr at chiko's place? not sure. going to give her a ring later on.

oh well, i guess roy's coming back today. not sure what time. guess he'll msg later

okay. i am famished and i am still in hang-over mode ~ ~




strawberrify me ; 7:28 PM
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Sunday, December 12, 2004

i'm sitting in the dark waiting for tmr to come ;


har tin playing and i'm bored. theres training tmr and i realise a week passes really fast. thats school holidays for you.

sigh. maybe i'll take a cold shower and try to sleep. i suddenly dread training. but seeing that IDIOT at ntuc just now makes me du lan. so cannot, i'll train my ass off tmr.

dint do much today. went to tangs with mum today. she showed me the exotic rooms they have there. OH YEAHHH. and she says she MIGHT do that to my room if theres space and as time goes by..

okay, i shouldn't be thinking like this. but have you seen the sexy rooms there?! gosh, they are to die for, literally. i'd be spending the whole year in bed if i had that interor. love the smell and music too. ahhhh, LIM ! where are you? lets go man !

hmmm, gonna start trng the same time as lim tmr. is that good? maybe, probably head out with her after

thats later. pffffffffffffffft. im so not me now.


tmd.

gai tian shuo ba.





strawberrify me ; 11:35 PM
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Saturday, December 11, 2004

YAY. i'm finally un-bored. or until i finish my seven cm (minus cone area of icecream length) of macdonalds icy icecream from thomson.

rahhhs. today was hell boring. went to tiong baru for breakfast with The parents. after which we went to look at cars. -.-'

then bought soon kuei at queens.

stayed home the whole today after we went home. SEE, told you today was hopeless.

mum forced me to pack my closet. oh my, you should have seen the silverfish army ive created after years of not wearing the oldest;newest clothes i bought but never wear. HOHOHO

shes officially banned me from shopping now that she has SEEN IT ALL

hahhas. oh yes, currently playing joey's give love a break on dad's laptop. and guess what, he wanted me to rip har tin into his playlist. WAHHAHHAS

funny daddy (o:

he knows the song drives suan CRAZY


back to being bored nows. the cone is already meeting with my stomach and intestinal juices.

ARGH. someone save me

sitting next to dad and he is on the chair and im on the floor. that makes me a direct hit for his farting frenzy for the past 2 hours. god. ive been inhailing his massive DDT (drop-dead-twice) farts in the face.

i think my face is turning GREEN.


@$(#U*#%^#*%&@(*@#!


strawberrify me ; 11:25 PM
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Friday, December 10, 2004

I AM HAPPY.

today was great.

my favourite event went well even though i was throwing with specs. hehs. did a pok 25+ stand throw which beat joc's high 24. (: we need to fight it out man. HAHAHS.

i also bought my dunks pro sb, found a cd i really like,bought a plastic ring enlarger for my upper helix, got five pairs of free contacts and saw so many books at borders.

WHEE.

thanks yb for going into the shops with me. HOHOHO

saw olinda at paragon. then saw lan puo lao shi at heeren. (: he looks super funny in real life. hehs.

oh yeah ! the stupid heeren escalator sucks man. suddenly STOP lah. almost died on the candy cane i was sucking on. /:

headed to cineleisure to walk around. YAY. sembawang renovated and is up again. they SO copied That CD shop's interior can. -.-'

then i was looking at the jazz section when the lady asked if i needed any help. my legs did the talking, they were dead tired from all the searching fer dunks. hahas. so i told her i wanted the best of acid jazz then she went on a hunt while making funny faces at the racks as though she heard a different title. then after she found a cd that had The best of acid jazz on it, i turned it down cos its not the correct one. it had only one cd. so i told her nevermind and wanted to leave with yuanbing when she called me back.

staff at sembawang : Hey, i'm just curious. Are you from the sports school? -points at my shirt
me : Errr. NO. (gives shocked looks, yb and me)
staff : Oh, cos i was looking at your shirt..
me and yuan bing : Oh no no no. we're from ST NICHOLAS. NOT from sports school.
me : i just went over there to train.(gets ready to walk out of sembawang)
staff : Oh, what do you train?
me : track events. (turns and walks out of sembawang)

ROCKS lah. O_O

oh wells. i'm beat and stinky. hahhas. heres the I-WANT-LIST again
i'll put up the rest when i remember.

mum officially BANNED me from shopping. oh whoopie. ROCKS lah. how can i live.

someone please get me my stuff. AHHHHHH

oh yes, anyone interested in sharing cash fer someone's gift please ask me for more details. THANKS.



strawberrify me ; 9:03 PM
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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

had javelin trials today. did more than expected. (:

headed home for sleep and thinking after that.

woke up at 8:30 ! hahahs. ate and did Amath. \:

i'm still scurrying over the qns now. -.-'

CHLOE LIM : you dont even have a msg board. idiot. YOU do show off your bod can. is not in the dressing room. its when you wear those low V-neck shirts. and you still try and SQUEEZE your HUGE breasts into a bikini a size smaller. what is this. -shakes head

nothing happened today. though theres freakkks OUTI tmr ! (: but i want CHEET. ): was talking to her last night and sending over lion and my blog entires via mail. reading materials. she says it so DRY over there.

shes got my maozhedong watch ! its not kiddy. its NICE. :D

its thursday tmr. will you be coming back? i wanna go see you as soon as you touch singapore.

cant wait for your voice,smell and presence. i miss you


strawberrify me ; 11:03 PM
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

out with lim today.

HAHA. found out that "ding mu" from the zoe tay show LIVES IN MY ESTATE. O_O

he was grabbing some girl heading to the hawker centre for food i guess. \:

met up with lim at the bus stop. wanted to take 980 but like suan said " in the end sure take cab one lah you" HAHHAS. true true, lim paid fer taxi and i paid fer the show. hehs.

watched polar express. STUPID show. but i liked shaw jade/prince ! its a very private theater. no one goes there to watch ! hahahs.

loads of working ppl there during lunch hour. "healthy place" according to fazi and co. HAHA

roy left for melbourne today. and he refuses to answer my calls about the hanwei thing. AH. idiot. like i want to talk to him like that. stupid toot. ppl shopping very can msg. -stares

-stabs roy heng doll

possiblity to go walaa perth in 2005 : 75%

oh screw it.

headed to bugis mrt after the show. ate this SUPERB chocolate thingy from beard papa. oh god it was sinful

headed to orchard. lim wanted to show me that orange very soft thing at mango. but i told her we go fareast first. can shop,cut her hair if alan is in and look for my dunks.

dint cut hair cos our dear alan was closed. AHHHH. he is always CLOSED. havent seen his face fer so long. \:

saw rebirth's rings. the shop like no one inside. very dare to go in lah. O_O

then other shop they put prices.. ranges from $25 - $70 lah ! kao. for ONE ring. jeeze

then went dunks/shoe searching and shopping for lim's stuff.

no chance for my dunks/shoes. all the shoe very dare to go in lah. then that idiot chloe lim the best lah. i was TIP-TOEING into the shop not letting the guys in the corner know that i was in then that chloe lim go and CLOK CLOK CLOK into the shop SO LOUD with her heels like some chicken strangling. AHHHH. IDIOT.

-smacks head

she bought her pullover like FINALLY. thanks to me of course. HEH. got it at 39.90 from fabrick. white with pink skulls. (: WHEE

then we just walked around till she almost got cheated by some lao kok kok. -rolls eyes

thank god i saved her. that bastard.

headed to lido mango after that. lim bought a red V neck tee. (SUPER LOW CUT btw)

duh. she loves flaunting her sexy bod. -.-

headed to wisma for topshop. then went down to giodano to get lim's white top.

then walked around. headed to taka to buy smth for my hippo. (:

i really miss you, come back even though you dont like it here. :D

hey, you got ME.

mom called and i brought lim to the mrt station and left to meet mom and dad. headed to prata place fer dinner. mum tried ordering durian prata and said it jokingly to the guy. then he say "got. you want?" haha ! then ordered one.

OH MAN. it was friggin good. damn sweet and nice ! -swallows saliva

hahahs.

oh wells. gonna copy and paste all this for CHEET to read. apparently she cant get into blogs. -.-'

enjoy


strawberrify me ; 12:00 AM
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Monday, December 06, 2004

stayed home the whole of yesterday. watched so many nice shows ! WHEE

daniel wu is SO CUTE. hahahs. his hair sucks though.

anyways. training was crappy today. had mega cramps fer the first time. couldnt bend and my forward throw dint go too well. pffffffffffft.

i feel so useless.

had the planning for 2005 after trng.

headed to thomson with lion after that. hahahs. she already missed tuition cos it was already 5 plus. WHAHAHS. peng was inside doing maths. (: WHEE

then went to shop and save to buy FOOD. O_O

hahahs.then we planned to head over to macs to get some ice cream but then.. the oh-so-great lion saw the hong kong restaurant. THANKS lah. so we act cool. GO IN. then checked the time. 17:34 great. we just made it for dinner. hahhas.

ordered a plate of their special hor fun which contained fish, kway tiao and tao gay. there was like 10 times more tao gay then noodles. rocks lah. so when all the noodles were in our stomachs, we were playing with all the different sizes of tao gay left on the plate. HAHA. it was hilarious.

went over to macs fer a cone and then lion left after spilling all the honey stars onto the floor (:

headed home. i'm tired. going to sleep early tonight. after i call rui and lim.







strawberrify me ; 7:54 PM
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Saturday, December 04, 2004

i finaly told you, glad i did


went out with my fellow halaulian today. she had to get a present for the rgs thrower. hahhas. (: headed to suntec to find the gift cos we thought we might catch a glimpse of ms kay ! hahahs. sadly, she did the 1 o'clock show and we missed it. darn

feeling quite happy nows. at least i can sleep smiling tonight. hope the hippo sleeps well tonight too. (i know you're reading this, I LOVE YOU !) hahahs.

anyways, i'm dead beat. T-I-R-E-D.

still cant get to eddy though. thought she might msg or call me back but she did neither. none.nothing.

hmmm. i need so many things from her ! (: i hope she reads this.

i need to know where to get her dunks and jeans. then i need to get a free toni and guy appointment to make my hair darker. apparently all the chocolate is outta my hair man. then i need to borrow her dvds too. and i really really want to go over to her house and disturb ted and play with her entertainment system. XD WHEEE. i love the smallest freakkk. so easy to torture

i need sleep.


ZZZ zzz --


strawberrify me ; 12:54 AM
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Friday, December 03, 2004

just got out of the shower and i'm having a bacardi pineapple. not bad, not bad

prefer hooch though. \:

anyways. the blackforest cake is still melting away on the table and that stupid FOO SUAN YANG is not home yet. why bother. because of him, i forgotten to return my rentals ! fuck. now i owe videoez 3 bucks.

damn, i'm 3 bucks away from my i want list..

(listing my i want stuff for the hyper hippo in aussie now)

SUI's I-WANT list :
theres more but the bacardi is starting to work. anyhow, its 15 mins to the END of suan yang's birthday and both my parents are asleep and the cake is dead. so what the heck. might as well use the present i got him for myself. pffffffft.

stupid brother.

i think i'l log off. my hippo is offline anyway.

NIGHTS world. (and someone PLEASE remind me to return the damn rentals. THANKS.)


strawberrify me ; 11:49 PM
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Thursday, December 02, 2004

just got back from junction 8. had dinner with van,michael,jen and our family. (: WHEE.

I LOVE VANESSA ! i miss her so much even though it was super weird fer us to meet at the control station just now. hahahs. it was like, 7 already and she was the only ang moh wearing my favourite brand, mooks sleeveless. (: then i was like, " vanessa?" then she smiled and i automatically saw a cameron look alike. so i knew it was her. :D

its funny how we havent seen each other for EIGHT years and now we finally see each other, we find out that we've been missing out a hell lot. hmmm, and its weird that last time she hardly even comes out to greet us when we're over at their place in melbourne. oh man. we should have more family outings. -nods

anyways, nice dinner at sakei sushi. dint know they had such good food there. hahas. shall ask roy to go out sometime fer sushi ! :D

guess what. i ate OCTUPUS ! WHEE. (sorry freakkks.)

earlier on, chloe got her sis andy to drive us to town. WHOO HOO. boy do i LOVE her sister ! shes tan,good looking and she drives hell fast. HAHAHS. we need her to drive us more often. :D

caught bridget jones diary : edge of reason. its the BEST i tell you. go watch. its better then the first one. hahas. i wanna watch it again. the incredibles would be nice too

hmmm, uploaded alot of piccas recently. take a look at them if you have the time. ohwells, i'm tired and i want to wash myself.

training tmr ! (:

and vanessa is leaving fer japan tmr ): my kowy left today. AHHHHH, the horror, the HORROR..




strawberrify me ; 10:49 PM
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