I still feel you and the taste of cigarettes

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

just found out why i had this excruciating pain in my lower belly the whole day today. its because i dint shit for ages. - - and it wasnt a pleasant surprise what i found in the toilet after i was done with it. and you wouldnt want to know either.

wells. had aces day in the morning. danced slappin' leather. then we were dissmissed for the celebrations in the hall. (: WHEEE !

hahahas. GOOD JOB xswei ! (: i love my seniors ! hahahs. they totally rockkked. it was so obvious the difference you see from an average girl;prefect/monitor from a thrower or track girl. WHAHAHS. its like they were muchmuchmuch more enthu and lively ! hahas. and lainey, gwen and the rest of the JP's ROCKKKED ! hahahhas. (: super cute and great skit. :D really enjoyed the teachers awards too !

then we had free time. to give presents and stuff. while walking backk to class with kowy, bumped into ling lao shi !!! hahas. she was eating noodles. so i screamed and told her to stay where she was. then i went back to class to get her chocolate (which i promised her) and gave it to her ! (: WHEEE ! hahahs. she seemed happy that i remebered? or she forgottened. - - hahhas. cant blame her. shes getting OLD ! eeps !

then had an iced coffee and took tons of straws from uncle mobeen stall ! FWAHHAS. went back to class to foldfoldfold ! :D then headed to the canteen after valen gave me a ring.

AHHHHH. THROWER's handover cum farewell was really nice ! and i'm seriously begining to see the horrible fact that THEY ARE REALLY LEAVING ! ) :
its hard to part and say goodbye, its worst when youre saying it to the THROWERS. )))))):

dont leave me !!!! its never going to be the same without you guys !

sighh. ohwells. had physics after that. got back my physics paper. AHHHH. it sucks. and ed got higher than me !!! arghhh. she even added half mark ! hahahs. must say mohan and i are proud of her !!! (: hahahs. good job baby !

OH YES. ED died. ))))))))))))))):

anyway, i forgot to add this to yesterday's pheephee lesson.
it is SO obvious that the teacher-student relationship rule was so broken by pheephee and kelda chia. we all know that kelda chia is crazy over pheephee. OKAY. nth to day abt that. she's always crazy over the male teachers and its always been a ONE-SIDED thing. however, with pheephee, its DIFFERENT. apparently, the two of them are openly flirting with one another in CLASS ( a venue you do education,a conducive envioronment) ; during maths lesson. okay. pheephee ALWAYS calls kelda's name and even thanked her yesterday for pointing out a mistake that he obviously made. and pheephee ALWAYS picks on kelda. and ALWAYS invites her to come to the front and sit on the teachers chair right beside him. - - like wtf? pheephee, do you want the whole world to know that you are kelda are together or something?! its like GET A ROOM the two of you !! theres no space to do all this in class. argh. i cant stand this un-romantic love story during maths lesson anymore.so im asking the both of you now to STOP IT ! - growls

since im already on the subject of kelda chia, i might as well continue.
when we were having the throwers handover thing, she was like no where to be seen during the first half of the meeting. - - only then when the throwers were taking photos with each other and sharing their thoughts and feelings with everyone else, she comes. then EHHH. cos da swei wanted to get photos level by level. thanks la. then kelda took picture with me and leeyi. like. it was super obvious that she was the EXTRA in that instant photograph. ARGHHH. kelda chia ! get out of my life !

THEN. after school, we had training as per normal. so me, mommie and leeyi headed down for trng. and we were the only enthus from the pathetic number that turned up today. its like everyone who werent here today is like super screwed la ! hiyoo.. anyways, cos estee had came over to our class to remind us that there was still trng. only then kelda chia decided to go for trng. like thanks la. so its like the ones who were ready for trng were already there. and the few of us started calling more people to turn up for trng. so obviously there were manymanymany BLACK faces. so we played basketball cum captains ball for warm up. EHHHH. thanks la. wei en and jia lun were like super BLACKED face for i dontknow what stupidfied reason, but its like youre at trng, so might as well get into the game and have fun ! but no.. they wanted to act all angry and stuff and refused to play. so just stand around. THEN, our dear kelda chia, go and follow them la ! eh, act cool. stand around. so i was getting really annoyed and purposely passed the ball to kelda's team mate to ask her to throw directly at kelda and the ones who werent moving. and if they dint respond, the ball hit them. simple as that. wahlao. play a bit also cannot. must show that youre angry and pissed. like woteverr. its not going to help with anything now is it? arghh.

i dont feel like going on with this. it sickens me. YUCKKK.

so anyways. ran diagonals todayy. and conditioning in the gym. ahhhhh.

i long to throw ! when can we start ?! :D

after trng cabbed down to jeight with mommie and leeyi.
walked around. then ATE. hahahs. found a great place to eat. OUR place. sitting on the escalator ! hahahas. so fun ! (:

then went back down to ta pao oyster mee sua ! hahas. met wang lao shi with her boyfriend there ! okayy. the guy is like super ugly?! and super gross qian bian face. hahahs. shant say more. then eh ! when we turned around wanting to head up, from sweet secrets, pop out one mrs kuek. thanks ar ! hahas. lao shi warned me that mrs kuek was in jeight already. hahhas. (: was holding my belt the entire time we were talking to her. hahas. then finally, we went up and i walked over to the bus interchange and bought a packet of CHESTNUTS for tmr ! hahas. hmmm. then took two buses home.

guess i'll study the whole of tmr. and i have tan's too. so probably go over to mel's house i guess. (:

msgs-------------->

CHEET : hahahs ! thanks a million for that wonderful entry ! i'm toally in love with it. erupted in laughter while reading. :D

ELAINE : belly ! PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE DONT LEAVE FOR NJ !!! ))))))): I WILL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY ! and its like. AHHH. there will be this hole that will be left just for you. and it wont close till youre backkk. ): i cant bear for my belly to leave.
hmm. if you really really have to leave, remeber our deal alrights? (: give me your pinefore and i'll sew stuff on it ! so you can remeber me ! (: awww. it will seriously be total sadness when you leave laine. ill totally cry and die like nobody's buisness. ):

MOMMIE : MOM !!! DONT LEAVE FOR NJ TOO ! ): you heard what da swei said, enjoy secondary life ! do your Os. then after that you can still go to NJ ! so dont go now la !!! ))))): i cant spend my school life without you ! you're an important role in my circle of friends that i treasure. and with you gone, i dont know what i'd do without you. ): DONT LEAVE !

ed : baby ! you can take care of my tamagotchi alrights? i'll bring it one friday. but from now till then, im gonna leave it at the angel picture ! hahas. (: love !

i'm tired. gonna bathe and SLEEP. good nights world

strawberrify me ; 4:56 AM
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Monday, August 30, 2004

WHOOPEE ! just linked my dearest darling kowy ! (: hahahs. i love you darling. so dont feel bad. (: its my fault. ive got mega short term memory remember? :D

so wells, was reading my darling kowy's blog when i stumbled upon this old old entry ;

went ta the specs stand
my belt got checked by phee
he said i was a good role model
HAHAHA!
my belt was like under my boobs?
super high and tight
walked arnd looking like a nerd
met sui on the way
she dragged me to twohope
danced to 'YEAH'
cause she was blasting her ipod on the speakers

hahas. yeahh. enjoyed the dancing. and this is another part of a very old entry, (my favourite) ;

pw was super fun?
we kept on playing wit the experiment i brought back frm the lab
and sui kept on asking questions?
she's damn adorable!
thn we made so much noise
mrs tan moved ME to another place
thn sui crawled till where i was?
hahaha!
played wit some more stuff i took from the lab
its some tube stuff
went to the toilet and played wit it
HAHA!
went back
thn cris came over
sui used my belt and started measuring her boobs size?
and it was like FWOAH
the belt also cnt close mann
hahahaha!
damn fun mann (:

I HAVE NO COMMENTS. :D

i love kowy forever
and ever
and ever
and ever.

strawberrify me ; 8:49 PM
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WHEE ! just got back from town !

had damn long assembly today cause we had to dance family dance ! and i was super enthu and danced super gracefully cos i saw that bloody laipekyee talking to tian. and it was so obvious that tian was enjoying what she was seeing (me, the only one dancing from our class) . then that laipekyee must come and physco tian la. like i dontknow. kept looking at me and pointing and chuckling awayy. - -

argh. anyway. ~~GOT BACK OUR PPR TODAYYYY~~ rahhhhh. was BAD. damn BAD. but at least i dint fail ! heng. hahahs. but tian was like, ' suiying, i KNOW you can do better ! i KNOW you are a GOOD GIRL, i saw you dancing so nice this morning..' RIGHTTTT. what does sarcastic dancing have anything to do with my MARKS ?! hahahs. crazy tian. :D shes super cute though. laughed a hell lot during english lesson. kept laughing at the different preposition mistakes ! (:

then had pheephee. WHOO ! i passed my screwed up maths paper by half mark. \: what a good way to pass. rocks la. its like i got back and realise i could get the whole paper correct except for ~~two quesstions~~ ! like wtf. i feel ashamed of myself. FUCK.

rocks. hmm.stayed in for recess. sai helped me personalise my belt ! (: hahas. was a really crappy job i must say. no effort put in at all !! hahhas.

then was laipekyee lesson. NEVER listen only.but ed did, and guess what. she came over and said ' eh ! i listened to laipekyee today ! but, i dont have a clue what she has been talking for the whole lesson. ' - - thanks ar ed.
spent the whole of geog personalising xin the purple's belt. hahahs. (: rocked. i love my sewing skills !

then lao shi came in for lesson. hmm im getting a little worried for my chinese ! hahas. spent the whole chinese lesson adding orange and pink beads to the ugly job sai had done to my belt ! haahs. now theres colour to it ! (:
oh. but like totally killed my left thumb ! hahahs. the whole needle went throught the upper side of my thumb? yeahhh. then hadta pull it out. yikes ! hurt like hell. hahahs. (stupid song) but after shuyu told ed to help me clean off the ever flowing blood from my hand, she willingly wipped it off for me. (:

yay ! gonna bring coloured thread tmr ! i think im gonna sew for the FREAKKKS. hahahs.

after school, went over to justice to find ppl to go with my town. hahas. dint fancy going alone today. then i approached kowy to ask her the pros and cons abt going town alone. she said i'd be a loner. (which i so am already) but i told her im too cool to be a loner. i one person walk in town, will still look as though theres 10 ppl ard me walking together. (: hehs. LAUGHED.
but in the end, i found cheryl and pok ! hahahhs. so we headed for town ! (: dropped at orchard and walked to wheelock cos i hadta collect my stuff and buy chocolate for ling lao shi ! :D hahas. that old woman can really make you feel guilty for not buying her stuff ! hahas.

then we were damn hungry. and all of us were craving for either pasta or pizza. so we decided on pasta mania. (: hahas. so i suggested to walk there, but cheryl wanted to take mrt. still, we walked all the way to cine. - - hahahs.

the three of us had pizza ! yummy ! (: dont know if i can sustain wyn's dieting method. \: crappo. wyn's so thin nows ! hahahs.

then we headed to hereen. saw yusof (?) at the traffic light. he looked as though he recongnise me like that?! hmm. ohwells. then headed for the hairband shop. but detoured to flash and splash. and guess what. yusof was there too. - - then we headed up. then when reach outside the mamboo shop wanting to go in, yusof pop out and walked out. - - wahhhhhh. siao eh. SINGAPORE is too tiny !!!!!! XD

grrr. so went to the hairband shop. wanted to go in, but i saw that the whole shop was filled with ijtp, joanna goh and her friends. so decided to go the other hairband shop first? but there go so little variety. so headed back to the original hairband shop. they were still there. dont care. walk in. hahahs. then got two hairbands cheryl recommended. then when i wanted to pay, joanna was there paying too. then she finish paying that time, one of her friends at the ring area took a ring. as in STOLE ! STEAL ! woteverr. she just took it. WITHOUT paying. then cheryl was like. ' omg. she stole the ring .' slighty loud hoping it would catch the shop owner's attention. sadly she dint tho. and joanna's reaction was ' at least take out the price tag right?! ' and just walked out of the shop. like wow. hahas. cool sia.

oh wells. then i headed to the shop that did wrapping ! (: got the chocolate bar wrapped. :D
then as we were walking out, we passed by action city ! (: wheee ! cheryl and i bought a SUPER cute pig each ! hahahs. and i made the guy open the new pig? hahas. cos i was complaining that all the ones for sale are all gross and dirty. and that the ones on DISPLAY are like super cuter, fatter and ROUNDER! so i told him to get me the display ones. then its like, when he reached to get it out, (cos the pigs are like lined up in rows, side by side. and all of them are like super new and totally fluffy and cute) he just had to poke slighty on the pig and it fell out. it was like super 'firm' and CUTEEEE !! i was so amused that the pig could be that CUTE ! hahahs. went out of action city with a smile on my face !

then we headed to taka to check out the laken simpsons bottle ! hahahs. (: dint buy it tho.

decided to head home. since im not baking anymore. (: yay ! hahas. sad case for kowy, rui, xin, pok, kelly and all the others who CRAVE for my BROWNIES ! (: hehs.

oh wells, off ta write letters for the teachers !

msgs---------->

cin : cindy ! i miss you so much !!! AHHH ! hahahas. (: you're more prettier nows ! hehs. and YES. im still your electric dancer ! yeah !! hahahs. rock on dear ! seeya ! :D

michelle : michella ! what happened to you today?! are you okays ? (: i miss you very much ! hahhas. come back to school boob ! its not fun without you ! hahahs. no fair ! you get to watch oswald and the freakkks dont. ) :

xin the purple : NO PROBLEM ! anything for my fellow freakkk. (: im bringing coloured thread tmr. for each freakkk. :D ehs. so what abt freakkks outing on 2 sept? still on? and I WANT MY FREAKKK SHIRT !!!

strawberrify me ; 8:24 PM
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strawberrify me ; 8:24 PM
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Sunday, August 29, 2004

whoo ! watching victoria secret nows ! (: wahlao. some models dont even have legs !!! so damn thing cant even see can? like two damn sticks helping them to walk profusely across the glittery floor. - -

hahahas.

project work just now was okayy. though the thought of wasting my entire sunday on project work totally sucked. needed to collect my stuff from atlantic optic and i really wanted to buy some stuffs at ikea !!! grrr.

anyways. really tired. so some shoutouts and off ta bed ! (:

I DONT WANT SCHOOL TMR.

msgs---------->

qinn : heys owner ! know you're never gonna read this till your sis Os are over but heck. STOP FANTASIZING abt you-know-who ! you're not allowed to ! cos that person belongs to someone already !! and they are meant to be together ! so dont intrude !!! :D FWHAHAHS. horrible qinn. shall kidnapp you more often. (: then you can spend more time in a bag and STOP fantasizing. :D hehs.

valen : you're not unloved ! i love you so much ! and why you say i only care about da swei? why? jealous arr ? dont be. WAHAHAHS. and like DUH. of cause i remind you of victoria secret models. in fact, i look BETTER can. (: bhb sui, there you go again. and yes ! who the heck is that?!

sammie : hahahs ! sam ! i dint know you knew i had a blog ! hahas. anyways, love ya ! (:

CHEET : HI CHEET ! - waves

shar : that show was atrocious. it was a waste of hard earned money and it was not, i repeat, was not FUN shouting and screaming your lungs out in a filled theater full of crazy youngsters. - - crazy butt. must be screaming beside farrell which made the movie fun huh. :D - grin

everyone in two hope : wells, ive finally linked everyone. (: yay !

strawberrify me ; 11:02 PM
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waiting for qin and shi hui nows. - - ahhhh sian.

im so sleepy and i want ed's bed !!! sigh. i so need to save up my own money to buy a bed mans.

wells, yesterday's Zpop concert was fun. i think. at least rui rui was there with me. (: hahahahs. and suan ngee was damn good ! he totally rocked the stage man. with his band mates and all. (: but these singaporeans, i am deeply sickened by their behavior. just because suan ngee's band is from sg and like not taiwan or woteverr, then you guys boo them?! like wtf you fuckers. cant appreciate local talents and friggin GOOD MUSIC. they are wayyy better then the shit you always hear. grr, i better stop here. it's making me damn disgusted right now.

neways, went to nooch to have dinner ! (: wheee ! it totally rocked ! (: hahas. i loved the ambience in there ! whoo ! cool projectors showing totally cool Rnb music videos all aroud the walls, neon changing coloured lights.. wow. just wow. (: lovely food as well. hahahhahs. then had fun taking photos with our phones. :D

oh yes. I LOOKED SO BUNG yesterday !!! i dint know i still had it in me. i was so bored so before i left the house, i took the bottle of hair spray and started styling my head ! and taaaddaaa ! suiying became bung. O.o oh whoopee. hahahs. then was really late already so rushed down to the bus stop.

sighh. guess i cant bake too often nows. theres like a super shortage of eggs in sg lahh. so guess i can only bake for teachers day. (: stupid teachers. you guys did better APPRCIATE ! dont you know how many ppl are craving for my brownies?! hahs. right bhb sui. RIGHTTT.

yawns. if the two of them are not coming anytime soon, im going out. i need to buy smth at ikea and thomson plaza. like thanks la. and my stuff at atlantic optics havent collect yet. and i think im gonna fall asleep..

strawberrify me ; 12:37 PM
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Saturday, August 28, 2004

oh yes. forgot to add. WYN IS THE BEST ACTOR in the whole wide world !!! whooo ! (:

WYN ROCKKKS. :D

strawberrify me ; 2:03 PM
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hahahs. STILL munchin' on the leftover CHESTNUTS from yesterday ! (: hehs. so gonna buy more.

alrights. heres the sec four farewell song by the sec twos. ENJOY !

tune : the reason

tuck in all your t-shirts
thats what our captain shauna always says
for she is so respected
in our hearts forever she will stay
her sweetness makes us think of dear wanxin
and we want wanxin to know
her eyelashes so curly
like we love her so dearly
just like we love our jiadi
for she is super corny
her favourite line is 'shutup lah !'
and responsible is candice
paitent, she doesnt get pissed
though we're super naughty

tune : happy together

imagine cool sondra, being so blur,
forever saying 'what?' and 'how?' and mostly 'HUH?!'
however she's our dear senior, and we'll miss her
like we'll miss our jing qin

when we're with her she's always acting so cool
and so dao too
but when she smiles she will just brighten us up
and light our hearts

imagine cute senior, loh yanni,
her cute actions are just so big, and so funky
she never fails to make us smile, make us happy
and we really love her

doris is the one with the funky hairdo
she's super cool
we will really really really miss her so
we want her to know

tune : everytime

everytime we think of you leaving,
we feel so sad, we wanna cry
cos we'll miss you, sec fours

tune : cry

we'll never forget you,
our dearest shuting
you're really so cheerful,
and so loving too
meryl you're so sweet,
you're forever smiling big,
you're so nice
melissa you're so lame,
you tell jokes that are all the same,
but its okay,
for we will still miss you
like we'll miss our pathathai
we hate to part,
for it will break all our hearts,
for you are our dear seniors,
you're so mature..

tune : stupid cupid

da shuwei , you are so noisy
you look so cool and you are so friendly
when you are there, you make us so happy
like valencia the cutie pie
valen, we dont lie
when you're with us, we feel so high !

tune : there can be miracles

grace, you are so cool
with you our world wont be so blue
you are so encouraging
and that is how we feel
eunice you're so nice
its hard to part
you'll always be, a part of us
and so will charlotte be
for she's so dear
no matter what , we'll remember her
seniors you rock our world

tune : memory
linghui, you're the brains of our fun team
without you it'll be boring
you make a difference to us
like dear huiyi
whose always there to help us through
in everything, that we do

tune : graduation

kermin, you make, us so happy,
and your smile is, really sexy
and we'll always think about you
like we'll think of florence too
florence, your specs, are just so cool
as they are red, and no blue

tune : one in a million

our dear darling seniors
we've come to our ending
we hope you have enjoyed
our marvelous singing
and please do remember
we'll love you forever
you've made us discover
that you're really special.

hahahs. hope you guys liked it ! (: i love you sec fours !

wells. dont really know what i'm gonna do today. apparently rui is at amk library now with tab and ah cai. wah she damn sad case sia. too bad shes in group two. everyone else is in group one. my poor rui rui.
MUHAHHS. nehneh. i told you aussie would win for hockey ! (:

aussie ! aussie ! aussie ! oi ! oi ! oi ! :D

hahahs. yay ! rui rui must keep our promise alright? (: hahas. gonna watch a play together !

hmm. atlantic optic guy called up. guess will be meeting mum later there so can go collect. (:
hahahs. going for the zbpop concert later i guess. due to bad date-sense and sort term memory, i thought that concert was LAST WEEK. and its not. so will be going down with mum to support david ! (: wheee? hahahs.

msgs---------->

anon : firstly, i would really appreciate if you'd leave your name (which you didnt) like i said in the past entry.thanks. and well, YES I DID ! (: fwhaahhs. it was a dare shoved up in my face, how could i say no. (:

valen : you pok head. never use body scrub before ar? well, the contents in that bottle is soap with srcub. as in the soap is your scrub. you dont need a scrub to use the soap? shit. now im confused. - -

eddy : WHEEE ! first time my baby's come to visit my blog and TAG ! mommie loves you forever and im gonna get you your TRAIN today ! (: love love darling. :D

manda : amanda kow, you greedy pig ! eh, just because of food then love me. pui ar you. (: bangsai. okay la. bake for you alrights? (: hehs.

strawberrify me ; 1:45 PM
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Friday, August 27, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAE ! :D

i love you loads !! and do come back to visit ! (: youre always welcomed. enjoy your birthday dear !

MUHAHAHAS. elaine siew ! in your face !!! im eating CHESTNUTS now. :D

fwahahahs.

okay. today was tiring. hahas. started off with a wonderful game of basketball for pe. (: my group did GREAT ! won three games and draw the last match.

OH yes. i bet everyone is dying for this to be blogged and read by the millons (who do read my blog that is), KELDA CHIA IS A BIG FAT GORILLA ASS, WU TOU JING GANG, SOARE LOSER.

dont believe me? ask all the others who played today. wah. come and CONTACT me so obvious than come and say she dint do nothing. oh please. everyone saw what you did. especially eddy the one who was in charge of playing by the RULES. which you obviously did not. still SCREAM at me with that sreeeechy voice. ewww. that was super gross. actually, come to think of it, your voice sounded more like a big KING KONG roaring awayyy.

- - if your motive was to kill my ears, a job well done kelda chia. - claps

next, you steal the balls from others WITH contact (violation) and you play on. so i decided to steal YOUR ball. and guess what? i was twenty cm away from you you twit. and when i stole the ball from you, you kick up such a big fuss. like HELLO. we're on the court here. its either you play well or you dont.(obviously you cant and you admited this fact) yelling and screaming at the player who played better than you (me) doesnt solve anything. all you acheive is getting a damn RED ugly king kong faced idiot who cant play basketball. and as you know this fact already, you still pursue the arguement with me. stupid move. totally stupid. because you're already aware for yourself that you cant keep the ball with you, and you still come and scream at me saying why i steal the ball away from you. well duh, im playing against you and whats more, its YOU. and the following senseless shouts were unesscesary, as it only made you look MORE STUPID. stupid.
kelda : WHATS YOUR PROBLEM? YOU WANT TO PLAY ROUGH? OKAY. I PLAY ROUGH WITH YOU.
sui : ALRIGHT. BRING IT.
kelda : FINE. - acts all angry and fierce and super on as to try and steal the ball sui : ITS BECAUSE YOU CANT PLAY BASKETBALL.
kelda : YEAH LA. I CANNOT PLAY.
sui : - gives a wow! you're admitting youre a dumbass look.
everyone ard in my group : *erupts in laughter and LAUGHS HEAD OFF. ]

okayy. enough abt kelda.

OHHHHH ! the nine o'clock show start already ! spoke to wyn just now ! hahas. SHE'LL BE APPEARING IN THIS EPISODE !!!! WHOO HOOO !

hahahs. hmm. i TOTALLY SCREWED UP MY MATHS PAPER. it was bad. real bad. i could EASILY score FULL MARKS. BUT, there wasnt ebough time and i drew horizontal as vertical and vertical as horizontal.

FUCKKK.

wells, that ends the no-saying-of-fuck thing. \: c r a p.

HAHAS. MARK CHAY is okay only can?! why is everyone crazy over the poor guy?! his face was flushed red the entire time ! most probably its because da swei was standing in front shouting like nobody's buisness ! whahahas. totally had fun dancing crappy actions with the music. (: whaahs. and how could i not do a dare thats given to me?! WAHAHHS. mommie mouse dared me to stand up on the chair and start wavin my hands from side to side cos the singer was going ' now everybody move ya hands !!!' and obviously no one did, except me..
FWAHAHS. so mommie gave me the chair and i stood up and WAVED MY HANDS AND SHOOK THAT THING !!! whahahs. xin the purple, mommie , na and the others were on the floor when i was done. wahahs. the laughed too hard man. way too hard.

so after a short while, me and shar departed school for plaza sg to meet farrell and ben.

watched a totally gross, crap, waste-of-$$$ show ! i hated it. damn.

then i bid shar and farrell fare well. as i saw the two of them, i was thinking, whens shar giving out the wedding invitations? anytime soon i guess. :D

then i headed for bishan ! (: muahhahahas. I FOUND CHESTNUTS !!!!

that reminds me. ELAINE !!! lets get all our shirts done soon alrights? the sooner the better ! i CANNOT wait anymore !!!!

got my CHESTNUTS and went home.

wells, im super tired. shall see cutie wyn on TVVV nows ! :D i miss her ! shes all the way in melbourne nows. ) :
I MISS YOU WYN !

msgs----------->

cheet : hahas. THANKS.

valen : yes yes ! hahas. ohhh. and remeber to BUY loads of stuff for me when you're over there !!! (: love !

shuwei : I LOVE SHUWEI MORE THAN SHE LOVES ME ! oh yeahs ! hahas. if you guys finish with the lil bottle of spa scrub, you can always pass me the empty bottle and i'll glady fill it up with more and return it to you ! (: love !

roy : YES ! hahas. so what does this tell you? BRING ME TO ccab to THROW ! :D hahas. - flicks roy heng doll's head on to the floor. hey ! now that you've found your digimons, keep them ALIVE ! hahahs.

lion : hahhas. what happened?! she screamed ' I LOVE YOU MARK CHAY !!!!' while he was performing today? (: hahahs.

strawberrify me ; 5:43 AM
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Thursday, August 26, 2004

sec four farewell

you've got to trust me on this one. the drama studio today was not booked for performances, it was soley meant for CRYING. when everyone shared their feelings,thanks and grief of parting with the sec fours, everyone CRIED. there wasnt an end to it. untill.. SEASONS appeared ! WHOO HOO ! my dear darling seniors ! (: hahahs.

SEASONS forever.

wells. eyes super puffy and all, we the sec twos did a great job ! (: great performance everyone ! :D hehs. guess the sec fours liked our song for them ! shall post up the song tmr ! hahas.

I LOVE YOU SEC FOURS. :D

THROWERS, i will never ever forget the times we had together ; in times of happiness, excitement and in sorrow. i dare say we've been through a lot together. and nothing can replace the memories i have with you guys over this special bond as THROWERS. its not just a senior and junior relationship, its more of a deeper relationship as really good friends or friends which you can turn to to confide your inner most feelings with. you guys have been there for me and cared for me. you guys were the ones who guided me in more than one way, and i really cant bare the fact that y'all be leaving so soon. i cant face this reality, but its life and ive gotta take it positively and move on. i hope we'll always stay in touch and continue the annual THROWERS bbq and other throwers outing we shared together through this wonderful experience you've given to me. you guys gave me happiness and sadness, both of which i will treasure forever.

Running is human, Throwing is DIVINE.

snTHROWERS FOREVER.

-excuses self to splash some water onto my face

oh man. i still cannot believe it. i dont want to either. i dont want you guys to LEAVE !!! ) :

arghhh. im soaked in tears now.

these tears wernt shed because im sad you're leaving, its for remebering the happy times we had.

Once an snAthelete , Always an snAthelete.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU !!

okayyyy. i seriously have to get on with my geog ~~graded assignment~~.
damnit laipekyee. why must you give us this shit to do. curse you laipekyee. like cheet said ' i still stand by the notion that laipeckye looks more and more like a balding ghost each day. ' - nods.

i so agree cheet. (:

sighhh. gotta get this done. oh wells. im super tired. so shall be writting some quick msges and off i go !

msgs------------>

LION : my name and the word ~~LOUD~~ cannot be in the same sentence !! i tell you. im not kidding. im seriously pissed off when ppl call me '~~LOUD~~' now.

roy : oh wells, so i guess you're not going to take part then. WASTED la ! hahahs. serious. youre fit la. hahas. hmmm. the next time i see you then i'll bake BROWNIES for you ! hahas. hmmm. where is the chalet you staying at? hahas. how much is it per night? cause i think my friends are discussing the prices and stuff. but im not in charge of it, its the class next door. i'd probably say nth, and go crash the party on the day itself ! muhahahs. free night stay.free food. dont need to pay anyth. MUHAHAHS.

da swei : shuwei ! my pretty senior ! (: i cannot bare the true nature of parting with you. so you must promise to come back !!!! :D and by then, i'd be finished folding as many hearts as you want !!! (: i'll go find black and red straws just for you ! (: hope you liked the farewell gift i came up with. :D

valen : valen ! do tag on my board more often. i miss your C R A P. hahas. i dont want you to leave !!! and hope you like the farewell gift as well ! :D

MELISSA the tootsie : I LOVE YOU ! I LOVE YOU ! please please please please DONT GO. my sanity was totally lost when i felt that you were about to leave me for good. i cannot live without you mel, so dont leave me. i'm always lost without you guiding me the way through this difficult maze, and i dont wish to be be stuck all alone wondering how to get out. you were there for me ; to bring me out of that enclosed box that i was stuck in. the times we shared together ; in lame-ness, happniess,disappointment and in times of grief, are now memories of gold treasured deeply in me FOREVER. life has to go on, but i dont want it to live it without you.
I LOVE YOU SOH JUNN FERN MELISSA KAY ! you'll be in me for all eternity.

grace : martin grace, i would like to thank you for all the wonderful times we had at the discus pit and how you encouraged me to go further. the laughter, the fun and all the silly things we went through together, THANK YOU. you will never be forgotten. hope you liked the mini THROWERS kit even thought the pads wernt GREEN. hahas. :D

snTHROWERS : hey hey ! its been a long time since the throwers blog was active !! keep it alive fellow THROWERS and halaulian mates ! (: love love !

strawberrify me ; 5:57 AM
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

msgs------------>

ANYONE who reads this blog : please tag on the board or leave a name when you read? thanks.

kowy and teresa : hahahs. no problem. :D

sec fours : AHHHHHHHHHHHH ! its tmr ! i DONT WANT YOU GUYS TO LEAVE !! i miss y'all already !!! HAHA ! do look forward to our performance for you tmr ! (:

all participating members of gemx day : BRING FOOD TMR !!! apparently no one is bringing?! oh no. so if anyone reads this, PLEASE BRING FOOD for GEMX day !!!! :D

roy : oh my. it the twenty fifth today ! so you still participating in the triathlon ? (: hehs. you seem to be in shape. always cutting your ~~run time~~ by seconds. :D so go take part ! (:

i suiying ,
will try to change for the better and will do all means to try and turn into a leaf.
my voice and actions will gradually become 'softer'.
my opinions of things will not be so critical.
will ask for people's view point of me.

BUT note this : i dont have to do all of the above so as to be perfect. i dont want to be perfect. i just want to be ME. but due to certain issues, i cannot do that. so if i could get everyone's support on my journey to becoming a less-critical and more quiet creature, i seek your help. THANK YOU.

strawberrify me ; 6:24 AM
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

its raining nows.

had training today. and now im BLACK. grrr. and all we did was RUN RUN RUN !!! no THROWING at all ! ):

grrr. im getting itchy again. bloody hell. dont tell me cause of the sun again !!

im tired. reached home at seven plus cause the sec twos had to practice. (: dare say im kinda liking it nows ! :D hehs.

hmm. gonna BAKE BROWNIES for rui and kowy ! (: hahahs. purposely run all the way to thomson plaza to get !!! hahahs.

wells. maybe gonna study home econs later. i totally love the one am sleeping thing.

OH right. i was LATE for school today. tian gave me that i-want-to-strangle-you look. so i was like, huh? look and just ran off. (:

wells. im really tired.

msgs------------>

xin the purple : FWAHHAHS. i cannot agree more dear. the test was fantastically hilarious. :D

roy : BRING ME TO CCAB TO THROWWWW ! and why must you be such a physics genius?! grrr. if only you could lend me your brain for my physics todayyy.

TABITHA TANG : go eat trash you trash eater. you dont fit in.MOVE,GO,SHOO, AWAYYY. far far away.

strawberrify me ; 6:45 AM
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